Assalamualaikum and a
every good evening..
Yeah..I’ve to force
myself writing the blog. New year, new beginning.
And one of my wish lists in this 2016 is to start writing a blog again. I have
a blog before and have shared a lot of thought there. But somehow, after few
years, the blog was left unwritten. It seems like I had no idea at all. But the
truth is, I love to share those that relate to my experience, my life and my
personal point of view. However, went through ‘dark times’ sometimes ago, I preferred to keep everything
shut deeply inside me. And they ate me bit by bit...
I lost myself. It was
a world where there were so many people around you, but nobody seemed to see
you. Somehow, I favored it that way since all that I had that moment was a
massive, weighty stone on my head. The day went with no laughter because you
were afraid that you might end the day with lots and lots of tear…I lost my
voice. I used to have my own stand. My own opinion. My own judgment. My own
decision. But, being put in such situation where everything that you did was
wrong, you just so confused what you should do next. It was senseless thinking
of how I let someone killed me and took away all my bright and delightful day.
Alhamdulillah, Allah
is always there. Listening to my grievance. Listening to my dua’. Guide me to
the right path. Thinking of those moments, I believe that Allah has strengthened
me and definitely up until now. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.And
the best medicine that could cure the broken heart was to think positively that
whatever Allah gives even though it was so hard, so miserable but there will
always good reason coming with it. Allah will replace and ending it stunningly.
Today, I’m happy with my life. I’m glad I had taken the decision. I’m pleased
that I don’t wait even a second when I knew it was time to move on.
It’s 10pm already?
Seriously? I just get into my otherworldly magical. Argh…time to sleep. The
best gift from Allah. Good sleep. Hee.. =)
One entry is done.
2016, I’m not going to give up easily.
Good night everyone.
Assalamualaikum.
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